Jan 012010

Yes, as we have just rolled over not one but two numbers on the calendar, I thought maybe we should take a look back at the past ten years to see where we’ve gone.  I mean, a lot has happened.  Ten years ago at midnight, I was standing on the hill above Twisp waiting for the lights to go out…oh, Y2K, you really threw us for a loop.

So here’s a list of the top ten best things (or at least interesting things) that happened in the past decade:

10.  I graduated from high school!  And college!  And grad school!

9.  Ran the London Marathon and broke the 2:40 barrier (also ran three other marathons this decade…shooting for ten in the next decade!)

8.  Played with a crazy monkey while living in Ecuador for a year, working at Covenant Bible College.  Also went spelunking with a one-legged man.  Also climbed a 19k+ ft mountain: Cotopaxi.

7.  Travelled all around Europe…from Norway to Greece and everywhere in between!

6.  More and more running…running in high school, running in college, running aftercollege…lots of good times, good races, good people…in the Mountains in Winthrop, on the beach in Santa Barbara, on Arthur’s Seat in Edinburgh, through the streets of London, through the hills of Thailand, getting chased by dogs in Ecuador, getting stress fractures in the summers…is it sad that I spend so much time at this activity?  I don’t think so.  It’s provided some pretty incredible moments.

5.  Went to Thailand for a four months and loved it…lived in a tribal village, ate great food, had crazy adventures.

4.  Spent a year in Scotland doing my masters degree.  Hung out with some great folks, explored higher theology, got started in professional coffee making.

3.  Worked on a llama ranch in Colorado for the summer after college.  Also fought forest fires for a couple of summers…hence my alter ego: Fuego.

2.  Spent a year with the Canby Community learning to live well.

1.  Learned a lot about life, about God, about people, about myself.

Goals for the next decade: 1.  Get a Ph.D., 2.  Run sub-2:30 in a marathon, 3. Spend another year living overseas, 4. Live well.

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Oct 282009

Shaktoolik HousesI’m back.  The big trip to Shaktoolik actually happened (!!!) and though it was a short weekend experience, it was very valuable and enlightening as I try to learn to better serve this group of students with whom I have the privilege to work.

The weekend was much like any other high school retreat.  Kids from all over Norton Sound (that’s the part below the old man’s nose if you look at a map of Alaska) came to Shaktoolik—from Nome, Unalakleet, Elim, and others—to take part.  We had the usual games, chapel services, small group time, and late nights (which took their toll on me as I’m now fighting off sickness…boo).  I saw some pretty interesting sights: flying over the frozen Yukon River, the beginnings of the ocean freezing over (there was slush and ice washing up on the frozen shore),Frozen Beach the store where prices were anywhere from two to three times “normal” or more (the kids dropped $3.50 for energy drinks like Rockstar, which are pretty popular up here).

The most “enlightening” part of the weekend, though, had to do with the theological landscape.  Being in the village was interesting and seeing the way they lived, but it’s not extreme poverty…I’ve seen far worse in Thailand and Ecuador.  The Alaska Natives in these villages generally live a subsistence lifestyle, and they seem to do alright.  But the theology and worldview was very different and at times even disturbing.  I have seen student papers and heard students speak with what appeared to be a very strong dualistic sense of the world—a very stark good vs. evil, heaven vs. hell, God vs. Satan viewpoint—but now I understand a little bit better how they have come to that point.  It’s what is in the villages.

Main Street, ShaktoolikAs one of the other ACC staff told me the other day (a guy who is himself native), there is a great fascination with end-times stuff (eschatology) and often a very escapist mentality (the idea that this life is just a way-point that we have to suffer through before we can get to heaven).  Frankly, I was deeply disturbed and distressed by this.  I saw and heard some examples of pretty poor biblical interpretation to support theological ideas that I believe are flat out wrong.  It seemed that all weekend long the message was about sin, death, judgment, Hell, Satan.  It was about us getting out of here, about how we can hardly wait for Jesus to come back and save us from whatever it is that we are stuck in.  But, if this is merely a testing ground to see if we are good enough to make it to heaven (even if being “good enough” only means that we have to believe in Jesus), then we are all just in purgatory…we’re paying our dues, putting in our time suffering.  But this is not the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

It seems that I keep coming back to this point in everything that I talk about, but the Gospel is about Life (yes, with a capital “L”).  Shaktoolik BeachIt is about us living up to everything that God created us to be…about us realizing our true humanity…humanity as we’ve never experienced it before.  It’s not just sin management.  It’s not just good news for the elect few.  We don’t seek forgiveness and salvation simply for the remission of sins.  We do so because in repentance and forgiveness God offers to us and we embrace that true Life…life as it was meant to be lived, as we were created to live it, our true humanity!  I fear that the church has for too long framed the Gospel in the negative, by saying “do this/believe or else.”  Might we return to viewing the Gospel as a positive, as saying “do this/believe because it is inherently better than life in that other way.”  Might we do better, might we better serve Christ if we offered something to people instead of threatening them?

I am certain that the Gospel is better than simply a get out of Hell free card…I know that it is, that is has to be truly good news.Frozen Shells

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Oct 102009

I finished two books yesterday, very different but both informative and interesting in their own way: Inspiration and Incarnation: Evangelicals and the Problem of the Old Testament (Peter Enns) and In Defense of Food: An Eater’s Manifesto (Michael Pollan).  A week or two ago, I finished another book by Michael Pollan, The Omnivore’s Dilemma.  In a way, the two Pollan books go together…but first let’s talk about Enns’ book.

Inspiration and Incarnation has been a slightly controversial book in Evangelical and Reformed circles (at least among academics) because it calls into question some assumptions about the doctrine of inspiration of scripture.  Basically, it asks three questions: 1) why, if the Bible is the Word of God, does the Old Testament resemble other Ancient Near Eastern literature?, 2) why, if the Bible is the Word of God, does the OT at times contradict itself?, and 3) why, if the Bible is the Word of God, do the NT authors handle the OT in such strange ways.  Enns’ basic point throughout the book is that we hold assumptions that are really off-base and that these need to be corrected.  For example, why do we insist that for the Bible to be God’s word it has to look entirely different from other literature written around the same time?  The probable answer to this question is that we believe that Bible should be unique.  But to combat such an assumption (and given the evidence available to us, it is a faulty assumption), Enns offers an analogy: the Bible is God’s incarnate word, just as Jesus is God incarnate as a human person.  And so the Bible, God’s word, takes on forms which would have been familiar to the ancient readers, forms that they would have understood, forms which speak to them in their time and make sense of their world for them…even if that means that we in the 21st century have to do a bit of work to make them relevant to our situation.  Now, I’ve heard many objections to such arguments, objections which try to hold onto the idea of the Bible being totally and utterly unique…but the more time I spend studying the Bible in its original languages and studying its literary-historical setting, the more I find that I have to question my assumptions.  I (and Peter Enns as well) firmly believe that the Bible is the word of God, but I also believe that God has given me the intellectual capacity to view evidence and process that evidence in a logical and rational manner; I don’t believe that I should have to suspend intellectual honesty to believe in God or in Christian doctrine.  And so, as I read a book like I&I and when I study the Bible and its context, I have to be willing to let that inform my beliefs about them;  I cannot start with doctrine or dogma and simply look for evidence that supports that belief while ignoring evidence that speaks against it.  I’m not one to say that science and rationality should rule all, but when there are simple facts (like that there are other ancient flood narratives or that Kings and Chronicles have very different things to say about certain Israelite rulers), I believe that we must ask the hard questions so that we can move closer to God’s truth…otherwise we end up excommunicating Galileo.

Michael Pollan’s books are very different subject matter.  They talk about food.  And more specifically our food systems.  The Omnivore’s Dilemma traces four different “food chains” in an effort to understand where and how our food is produced and the effects that this has on our bodies, our communities, our economy, our environment, our world, and our lives.  It’s a story of who we are as a people group and the problems inherent in an out-of-sight, out-of mind food system.  It suggests that things are messed up and that we are destroying ourselves and screwing with everybody else on the planet, too.  I would summarize the basic point as that the more industrialized the food system becomes, the worse off everything becomes—from our health to the environment to our relationships amongst our communities.  Maybe it’s an overly idyllic vision that he sets forward, but I think it’s something worth working for, because as he shows in the second book, In Defense of Food, our health depends on it. Garden IDOF is more of a pseudo-scientific book on the effects of this industrialized food culture, which treats food as a source of nutrients instead of as something to be enjoyed for its own sake, on our health.  We live with this broken system where worthless, empty calories (i.e. corn) are made incredibly cheap through government subsidies and inserted into every product that we consume.  While the foods that are actually good for us (fruits and vegetables) are much more expensive because they lack the subsidies.  And so the only ones that can really afford to eat the healthier foods are the (relatively) wealthy while the less-well-off are left to a diet that makes them less healthy (and unable to afford health care?…but that’s another whole debate).

Ultimately, this problem is what I’ve been trying to work out in my own life over the past couple of years: how do I eat well responsibly, not just as a luxury, so as to make a statement about the state of our national food system?  I don’t eat meat because I think that system (at least at the industrial level) is the worst part of the food system…but up here in Alaska, that becomes more of a luxury because the produce is so much more expensive.  I try to eat mostly local and in season foods (again, a bit difficult and becoming more so as we get to winter up here in Alaska).  I try to eat mostly more organic (luxury?).  But most of all, I’m trying to go back to basic, simple, non-processed, whole foods.  Maybe I’m not doing a whole lot of good with my tiny efforts, but maybe there’s also a lot of other folks out there…in fact, I know there are because I was living with a bunch of them until a couple of months ago in a city that encourages a lot of this sort of stuff.  We all had some different opinions on how to work it all out (I was the only vegetarian), but there was at least some effort there.

Anyway, I’d recommend any of those books.  I&I requires you to wade through a lot of examples, but perhaps worth the effort.  Pollan’s books are pretty easy reads, but I’d recommend looking at both of them…the second feeds off the first.  Live well friends.

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Apr 062009

I know that there are some who disagree with me on this, but in the debate between free will and determinism, I lie very far on the free will side.  I think that God sets choices before us.   I think that we have the freedom to do as we will, to shape our world as we desire it to be.  I think that there are bad choices, good choices, and better choices, but that they are ultimately ours to make.  I believe that God is more concerned with the sum of my decisions as they indicate who I am than he is with the individual choices themselves.

The reason all this has been going around my head is that I’m still in the job hunt.  I moved to Portland six months ago with the idea that I could work a menial job and be alright with it for a time, that I needed a period of time to sit back and breathe and try to gather some perspective on life.  But given my goal-oriented, define-myself-by-what-I-do nature, this has been tough.  And so while I’ve come to the point of saying I’m ok with working at Starbucks right now, I’ve kept coming back to the job hunt, looking for other opportunities.  Now I’ve got an application in that would sadly cause me to leave Portland for a time, I’ve got a couple of jobs to apply for that might keep me in Portland, and I’ve got Starbucks Coffee which would definitely keep me right where I am, a good option in that I can continue to focus on building community and finding ways to serve God in the mundane but bad in that I struggle with making this my identity and with holding a job simply to earn money.  Granted, option B would be ideal, having a job that I can feel good about that keeps me in Portland, but what if that doesn’t work out and I have to choose between options A and C?  Does God have a “will,” a single “call”?

This came to something of a head a few weeks ago when I had a couple of conversations that got me thinking about how I’m working to develop myself and whether I even know what I want out of life anymore.  I’ve been sitting in this stage of ambiguity, waiting for God to “open a door,” and yet what it really comes down to is laziness and insecurity because I don’t really believe that God works like this.  I don’t believe that God allows us to just sit around and wait for him.  I believe that he put the decision on us, that he says to us, ”I’ve shown you what is good.  All I require of you is that you live rightly, be loving, and walk with me.”  The rest is up to me.

I find that my tendency is to revert to this “open/closed door” mentality.  And it’s worked before.  When I was deciding on a college, there seemed to be a clear “open door.”  But that’s about the only time.  Every other major decision I’ve had, it seems that there was more than one option and that God would have been present in and worked through either one.  And even with the decision to go to Westmont, when that door appeared to open, I stopped pursuing the other options because it was easier when there was only one option that seemed clear.  And Westmont was good.  But maybe something else could have been good, too.

So I guess what I’m getting at in my long-winded manner is this: I want excuses for my decisions and so I often play the “God’s will” card.  As much as I/we say that I/we want freedom, I/we would really prefer that God would make the hard decisions for me/us, when really he is allowing me/us to choose who I/we want to be, allowing growth to come through the decision process.

Maybe job option B will work out for me.  Maybe not.  But if not, then I think it’s up to me to figure out where to go from there.  Either way, God will use me.  But it’s my choice as to whether I see his work in and through me no matter what I’m doing.

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